Memories Of Your Love

I remember the last Christmas night,
You and me watching the lovely sight,
And as i hold your hands mild,
I remember us kissing in the moonlight.

I remember the hot summer day,
The lovely day in the month of May,
When i didn't want you to go away,
In your heart forever i wanted to stay.

But boy what has now driven me?
To want you no more near me?
The truth is what was left to see?
To break my heart completely?

Your bad habits left me amazed,
Your drinking, smoking, you're so astray,
Your spending nights with other girls,
For me you didn't at all care.

You told me to start afresh,
But is it so easy to forget?
The night when with you i slept,
And the nights which without you i spent?

Oh boy! You don't know what feelings are.
They're as difficult as counting stars.
It's not so easy to forget the past,
Or live each day as your last.

Love is not just a game of cards,
Or not about long drives in expensive cars.
Its just something too hard,
To forget and to start.

Now as Christmas comes near,
My mind acts like a river,
Overflown with memories of past,
And heart full of sears.

And when i walk down the beach,
In the month of May of scotching heat,
In the ocean waters i can see,
Reflection of the past memories.

The memories of your smile,
Your over-smart hipster style,
My dreams of walking down the aisle,
All shattered in a while.

Now i know my bended,
Heart won't be mended,
By your love.
But, no longer will i cry,
or, ask for help from up above.

And i will live my life till i die,
Remain happy and try,
To start life in a new way,
This is all i pray.