The Twisted Dark Thoughts Inside My Head

And so she pondered "How is that my own parents have left me heartbroken? And how is it that they expect me to pick up the pieces on my own? And how is it that they do not see what they've done to me?"

As she sat there staring at the song unable to sing along she heard the trees shake their leaves as she cried alone quietly hoping no one would come and no one would know.

Wishing on broken strings from heart like things she fell into the abyss of depression for years she was trapped down here until one day she heard someone say are you okay.

Suddenly she realized that she is not ok that she's not fine but as a matter of fact she was- is broken by the two people who are never to hurt you they gave her the worst pain they could muster no not a slap or spanking not an insult no instead they each took hold of her heart and they broke it and then they had the nerve to wonder "Why is she so dark all of a sudden" and so she said or rather whispered "Because of you" so far the end
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I wrote this because I wanted to self harm and as per fact that I will most likely be scared after what I did just two days ago and I admittedly don't need more but I wanted more I'm happy that I turned to this rather then hurting myself it's actually the second time writing has helped