Scared of Me
Look what you have done to me.
Or look what I've done to myself.
Myself is gone and I can't breath.
Not yet sure if I should scream for help.
I am so scared of me.
Would anyone even want to help?
I was always there when they needed me.
But I am just the burden that is myself...
I needed you to never leave me.
I guess you're scared of me too.
The world never wants around someone in strife.
So I smile and give you everything you like.
That is my job, to only give you delight.
Take it all as I hold on for dear life.
This pain could all end with the point of a knife.
This thought terrifies me...
I've lived my whole life just to make you smile.
But you ripped away the soul I once had.
This is not like me; sick of the mental trial.
Seeing you all laugh used to make me glad.
But you've made me scared of me.
I do not want to go.
But you don't care if I stay.
Why should I stay if I'm alone?
Without any love my world is gray.
My brain keeps arguing...
I used to be scared of everyone,
Now I'm only scared of me.
Or look what I've done to myself.
Myself is gone and I can't breath.
Not yet sure if I should scream for help.
I am so scared of me.
Would anyone even want to help?
I was always there when they needed me.
But I am just the burden that is myself...
I needed you to never leave me.
I guess you're scared of me too.
The world never wants around someone in strife.
So I smile and give you everything you like.
That is my job, to only give you delight.
Take it all as I hold on for dear life.
This pain could all end with the point of a knife.
This thought terrifies me...
I've lived my whole life just to make you smile.
But you ripped away the soul I once had.
This is not like me; sick of the mental trial.
Seeing you all laugh used to make me glad.
But you've made me scared of me.
I do not want to go.
But you don't care if I stay.
Why should I stay if I'm alone?
Without any love my world is gray.
My brain keeps arguing...
I used to be scared of everyone,
Now I'm only scared of me.