Scared of Me

Look what you have done to me.

Or look what I've done to myself.

Myself is gone and I can't breath.

Not yet sure if I should scream for help.

I am so scared of me.

Would anyone even want to help?

I was always there when they needed me.

But I am just the burden that is myself...

I needed you to never leave me.

I guess you're scared of me too.

The world never wants around someone in strife.

So I smile and give you everything you like.

That is my job, to only give you delight.

Take it all as I hold on for dear life.

This pain could all end with the point of a knife.

This thought terrifies me...

I've lived my whole life just to make you smile.

But you ripped away the soul I once had.

This is not like me; sick of the mental trial.

Seeing you all laugh used to make me glad.

But you've made me scared of me.

I do not want to go.

But you don't care if I stay.

Why should I stay if I'm alone?

Without any love my world is gray.

My brain keeps arguing...

I used to be scared of everyone,

Now I'm only scared of me.