Light

I've missed every thought I ever had.
I changed who I am and I lost who I was.
I regret it, yes.. I regret it.
It wasn't planned,
call it spontaneous combustion of a soul.
Or a complete and total annihilation of a heart.
Call it what you please, but understand I lost all my control.
I planned for nothing like this.. maybe if I had I wouldn't be here now.
But here I am and I have no light left.
I'm a snuffed out candle, a dying ember.
I've lost my flame, nothing sparks in my mind.
I am empty, and I am alone.
I am dying and I am dark.
My candle is flickering, just a little speck of light..
and I know soon it will be out.