A Suicide Note From a Happy Girl

The girl you see in standing here is just a front
It's not who she really is
You see her smile
And eyes bright the the summer skies
You don't look closer,
It's a human trait.
You take things at first glance as how they truly are
And that's what she wants.
She doesn't want you to see
So she only crumbles when she's hiden by midnight
Those bright eyes fill with tears and their lights go out.
Her smile turns into sobs pressed againt a pillow.
So this is her suicide note.
Because she's tired of having to pretend.
She's just going to sleep.
She's just so tired
And tomorrow when they all hear
They'll be so shocked
She was happy
She was so happy
They'll whisper that turns into a terrified roar
If she couldn't handle it, this happy smart girl
What did that mean for them?
But they don't know the whole story.
They don't know how broken she was.
She tried so hard to hide it
And it worked
But it didn't change the fact that she was in pieces.
So this is her ending
So this is her suicide note.
A suicide note from "happy" girl...