Sick Thoughts

Like ice cubes down my shirt,
I feel a shiver
I’m being swallowed by the sea
And it’s so cold here
When it’s just me
They can’t throw the life preserver far enough
So I float idly
freezingveinshelpmeGod
There’s nothing wrong if you look away.
I feel a shiver
Water in my eyes
Water in my hair
Water in my throat
Drowning from the inside
Blizzards in my eyes
There’s a brain freeze in my head.
Slowly
Surely
I think I’m dying
I feel a shiver.
Like ice cubes down my shirt
It’s so cold here
And it’ll always be just me.
—I’m sorry