Flying to Nowhere With Broken Glass Wings

Years of hurt, lies and mistrust/Forming into black broken glass/Family, and unknows, taking up bones/Hammering the pieces into my spine/They chain me up, in blooded iron/Throw me in, the hole I dug years ago

And I don't know, what to do any-more

I, wanna fly away/To heaven or somewhere, far away from home/I belong to nowhere/I, need to save myself/But is it so wrong, to cry for help?/My heart is bleeding tears/I'm drowning, in my fears

Surrounded by mirrors, showing my younger self/NO, I THOUGHT I KILLED YOU/I THOUGHT, I WAS SAFE/Deadly voices, haunting my mind/Screaming at me, YOU'RE WORTHLESS, YOU'RE STUPID/JUST, DIE

I, wanna fly away/To heaven or somewhere, far away from home/I belong to nowhere/I, need to save myself/But I need a hand/ How-ever, no words nor sounds, are leaving my mouth/I'm frozen to this, eternal self-pitying