Revenge

I cry all through the night
Even though you are by my side
You rub my shoulder and wipe my eyes
As I sat up in fear
I see it again and again.
You on the ground
And the gun in my hand
But how can you be here
I shot you dead out of fear
But there you lay smiling at me
As alive as can be
You pull me close and whisper in my ear
Someday you will die and I will be there.