Torn in three

I want to see the world and experience new things
You want to settle down with two kids and a wedding ring

I've never met anyone who loves me so well
I don't want to let you go

I feel guilty because I can't let him go
And you deserve more than a girl with a backup plan

I don't deserve the love of either man
I want them both, but I know I can't

I also want to be free to come and go as I please
And make decisions without accounting for someone like this

My heart is torn in three
A man with whom I have no chance
The man I can't leave
But also living a life so wild and free

Maybe some day I'll figure out a way
To sort this mess out without any pain

But everything has a price
And playing with fire means you're gonna get burned
I hope one day this isn't just a lesson learned