In Lust We Trust

I almost allowed myself to feel.
It scared the hell out of me.
To come so close to my own humanity was surreal,so raw.

I got lost in the lust.
I sunk deeper and deeper as I allowed your poison to seep into my veins.
I unintentionally gave you power over me.

And you being the man you are took pride in the monster you created.
Never questioning the depths of my emotions.
You were just a boy walking in a man's shoes.

How foolish could I have been?
♠ ♠ ♠
'It still haunts me to this day"