Without You

I'm so sad, scared and confused
Away from all I thought I knew
Trying to blow off steam by walking nowhere
This world was made with too few roads
To burn away my heavy load
And anyway, there's no point if you're not there

Putting up the walls around me
So I can put you far behind me
I'm not alone, I'm not lonely
Spending all my time denying
So I can say that I'm not lying
But without you, I'm lonely

I lay on the ground and close my eyes
Scream at clouds and wonder why
The universe left us somewhere in between
Just good friends and something more
With no way I can settle the score
And only fantasies of what might have been

Putting up the walls around me
So I can put you far behind me
I'm not alone, I'm not lonely
Spending all my time denying
So I can say that I'm not lying
But without you, I'm lonely

And how were you to know that I
Hate every day that goes by
Without you, without you
'Cause I never said a thing to you
Will never know why I'm so blue
Without you, without you

Putting up the walls around me
So I can put you far behind me
I'm not alone, I'm not lonely
Spending all my time denying
So I can say that I'm not lying
But without you, I'm so lonely