To Feel

What people don't get
They tend to forget
Those who can't
Tend to regret

That feeling,
Some feeling, anything from a blade
sharp edge of sensational steel,
Brings back the life in me,
Lets me know Im still real,
so please, I plead,
Reattach the knife to me,
Remind me of all the strife of life to be,

Once it's gone, all gone
Left with nothing once again
Nothing but the mad
Obsession with life's
Uncertainty
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I think anyone or at least most people who "self-harm" or seek out pain do so because physical pain can feel blissful when compared to a different kind of constant pain