My Life...

My life is broke…
time had moved out of the clock…

nothing is working well…
every step is turning out to be hell…
it’s like I am under a dangerous spell…
don’t know, may be god can tell…

if I try to go east …
I have to face a deadly beast…
If I try to go west…
it also not seems to be the best …

if a try to go south…
it feels like a punch on my mouth…
when I choose to go north…
it seems out to be a deadly forth…
if one, two and three are bad…
what’s so new if forth also came out to be mad...

these all directions make me confuse…
but I have no options, I have to choose….

it’s been so long, that I haven’t seen the sky….
don’t even ask me the reason why…
from since I joined this school…
I don’t remember last time when I acted like a fool…
This city is huge, has a wonderful image...
but for me it’s just similar to cage…
here yesterday is similar to today, today is similar to tomorrows…
these all are filled with sorrows…

sometimes things seems to be right…
other time every step is a fight…
my thoughts used to be so great and bright…
but now I had lost my sun, I had lost my light…

now I think my friends were my real power…
they were holding me on the top of the tower,,,
when they left my hand, I fell down towards the ground…
where only monsters are around…
I always wanted to be like an angle, a white pebble in pound…
but I became a devil I know how weird it sounds...
I wanted to fly like an eagle, go up in the space…
however it’s not possible anymore for my case…
I wanted to be deep like an ocean, spread out so wide…
but I got stuck in a sorrow of saddest eyes…

poor me you can say…
I am probably having few bad days…
it takes some time to reach at the bottom of valley for sun rays…
it might have low velocity,
but it is responsible for increasing diversity.

Don’t know if my words make any sense,,
because I am more tens,
the brightness of moon the twinkling of stars,
have no reaches we can only see them from the ground because they are far,

I almost think that this the end,
but in some portion of my heart I still believe, I am not broken just bend.