This Is Wrong

I've become numb
To all of the calls
Every time it rings
My heart falls

I've been ignoring
The flirty texts you get
Because if I said something
You would pitch a fit

I've been crying
A little each night
Pushing thoughts from my head
That give me such fright

I've become quiet
And don't think you care
Cause you're talking to her
While I'm right there

I've been careful
To leave jealousy at the door
But it's hard too
When every night brings more

I've become a mother
Of your child
All while you
Still act wild

I've been restless
Not getting any sleep
All while you
Dream of her and sheep

I've noticed you
And the way you smile
Only when she calls
Only for a while

I've seen the way
You've been pretending
Her calls keep
My heart from mending

I've been silent
For far too long
It's time to tell you
This is wrong!

I've been in pain
Because of you
Stop the calls
If you love me too

I've begun to hate
The sound of her name
Abbigal
It's such a shame

I've recognized
The way you talk
It's the way you got me
That's hard to block

I've realized
I need to say
Please put that
Damn phone away

I've been here
All this time
I trust you
To put a stop to this crime