Covered in Tattoos

You are great, bad,
So wild, so free.
You are broken from the previous,
More temptress version of me.
Take me in your arms,
Bite your teeth into my skin.
Go ahead, take this hit.
Relax. Now trip.

But I have gotten confused again,
I mistook you for what I need.
Just because I have imagined ‘you’,
Does not mean that I have, or even want, the real you.
You are greater naked on paper,
Fucked up in blue pen,
Than you could ever make a lover,
Laying in my bed.

A mistake in tattoos is the most you could be.
But I am not a devilish girl,
And you are not even aware of what I mean.
I never really wanted you,
Just greedy for what I do not have.
I know that I don’t need this,
I have everything I want in my hands.
When I look into his eyes I finally come back to reality…

Now I see..