David

It fell apart.
us
we'd been broken before.
but never like this
you said goodbye
something you'd sworn you'd never say
but as simply as you made yourself the main factor in my life
you were gone again
and i was left with beautiful memories
and lonely thoughts
my chest hurt
my body felt heavy
just 115 pounds of dead weight
drifting along hopelessly
trying to recreated what was lost
I'm lost
never before had I let my self get this close
never before had I ever been this hurt
drowning in a sea of sadness
you created when you said goodbye
just trying to reach the shore.
just trying to survive