Reality

As time stood still
My body became numb
No emotions could be felt
Happiness seemed to be dead
Sadness took no form
By my eyes still saw
They watched the people around me
I’m not supposed to be here
I was forced
forced by my own mind
betrayed, I am my own traitor
Though there is beauty around me
My body is filled with vile and disgusting feelings
Shall my life be renewed?
it is up to me.