I Am

I pray for love, life, and happiness.
I don't know how to do everything.
I am tired of falling for losers and cold hearts.
I can't love the same as I did before.
I won't grow without a chance to fail.
I await to embrace myself and be who I am.
I want to show the world how tempting my creative side can be and perch myself on top of the world
for the big shots to see me.
I'm not perfect.
I am a ball of imperfection and indignity
but I am me.

If you can't see that anymore then this is your loss and you can go before I get untangled in your lies and your words. I want to save my heart the aching pain, the feeling of a bolder smashing into my heart full speed.
This time I am the one who will walk away if you try it again.
I am the one who will surrender myself to the calm sounds of my worth.
I will be me.
for the first time, I will be me.