Am I Who I Am

Am I lost?
Or am I just less found?

Am I slowly drowning?
Or will my anchor run aground?

Am I coming undone?
Or am I finding who I'll become?

Is this my rightful path?
Or is it just a rebound?

Oh, have I sinned too much
To still be heaven bound?

And how is it that I
Have become so comfortably numb?
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Funny that after I wrote this I met my current partner whose last name is Heaven... turns out I was definitely heaven bound hmm haha ;P