A Never Ending Cry

I'm tired of dreaming
I'm tired of feeling
I'm just so tired of you
I'm tired of fighting
and the whining
and all the things we do
I wish I'd never met you
Its become a fucking chore
But if you tried to disappear
I follow out the door
I don't know why I care so much
I try to shut it off
But I can not stay away
I can not fucking stop
I try to run away from you
But my heart won't let you go
The chains that bind me to you
make my wrists bleed fucking slow
Destroy me please
I'm on my knees
shoot me in the head
Don't let me be
I'm drowning please
Lay me calmly in my bed
As I die
lift your head high
because I'm fucking gone
And you can find the perfect girl
and your life will move on.