Communicating in a Coma

I am not
awake but I am still
alive, paralyzed by a coma
Which has consumed me.
I am not able to see, but the sounds
Of everything around me
Carry on, reminders that
I have something
To live for.

I am not able
to move, to squeeze
the hands of those who yearn
to see my eyes open
Once again
But my mind
is still
Intact.

I am not able To
feel anymore,
The numbness
Has consumed
Me and I am no
Longer aware.
I am not able to
Hear the sounds
Of loved ones
any longer.
I am not alive.
Beeeeeeeeeeeep.
♠ ♠ ♠
Is the shape of the poem obvious? Look at it sideways kind of. My goal was to make it look like a heart monitor but idk if anyone else sees that.