Our Lives

what if i took my life tonight,
what would my legacy be,
what would be my story,
would it be dark or light,

remembered for my musical passion,
or my love for animals,
would it be reminiscent of the good,
or would it be something else,

would i be remembered for insanity,
my haunting depression,
the grudges held to my grave,
my drug habit,

id like to think i got better,
i beat my sickness,
but no one knows,
i have small episodes of depression,

i replaced my sadness with anger,
it pushes me further,
creates a burning cauldron,
of everlasting determination,

to be a god amongst men,
to lead all life,
to conquer and destroy,
our existence is disgust,

ive seen the horrid feats of mankind,
torture, brainwashing, artificial disease,
we are an evil breed of life,
do any of us deserve life?

our brains are empty,
our eyes are closed,
our bodies are self-sabatoged,
our souls are weak,

ignorance is rampant,
consuming and devouring all,
we slowly destroy everything,
to improve our already lazy, slobbish lives,
closed to the thought of obvious, imminent extinction.