Tell Me When Its Over

I keep waiting to wake up
My nightmares don’t usually go on this long
I keep waiting to wake up
Cause if this is real, I don’t know if I can handle it

These next few years of my life are the hardest I’ll have ever gone through
And then to get news like this
On top of the stress of nursing school
It isn’t fair
I’ve cried every day since I found out

Maybe the next test I take will turn out okay
Maybe I can go back to my normal self
But I’m scared
I might have cancer.
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I've told my best friend and my boyfriend. No one else knows yet and im not ready to tell them. Cause I might not end up having cancer and I can't put my mom through the stress of worrying that I might.