Love is needed and forever

I thought that I had fallen in love,
but I had only fallen into hurt.
You walked all over me,
to only get one thing.
You knew that I knew,
and that you might get it.
I do miss talking to you,
and I do miss seeing you.
But there is only one thing,
that I don't miss at all.
I don't miss that pain,
that you caused me.
You tore me up inside,
and I would never gain you again.
I lost you once,
and I lost you twice.
But the third time,
but that was the last.
I do miss you,
and I do love you.
But I don't miss the pain,
but I miss us.
How you would hold me,
like I was leaving.
How you would kiss me,
like it was the last.
How you would look at me,
like I was all that you needed.
How you said you loved me,
like I was all that mattered.
I would like you,
to have something special.
But I don't know anymore,
but it was your fantasy.
To take an innocence,
and make it turn to love.
I liked then I lusted,
I loved then I hated.
Now I have all kinds of feelings,
but the stongest one.
Is love and it is needed,
and it is forever.