Sonatina of a Loss

My darling is sleeping, I’m hearing soft snuffles
The day is beginning and the whole ground shuffles
I’m making my way between ruins and debris
I had to leave darling in order to sleep.

Imagine my sadness, I was given no choice
It was either my angel or hell for us both
Long eyelashes haunt me, forever asleep
In my arms no longer, nowhere to be seen.

Before the sun catches up on all my crimes
I’m doomed to keep writing, alone, all in rhymes
I’m bound to keep waking to horrible screams
In death of the night, and they’re coming from me.

How long can they wait for me to break down fully?
They’ve learned to bribe time with presents and jewelry
My sweetness is hidden under a million splinters
Today, over them, there stand all the singers

A whisper is secret unless is for hundreds
They claim to be listening, creeping down under
But darling, oh darling, how’d you stop to feel?
This long string of memories that won’t stop to reel.

Keep waiting, keep praying for our world to be crushed
The day’s coming closer, I can feel the blood rush
I’m hoping for End Day to be creeping near
So that I, with my angel, can forever sleep.