Realized

My shaky hand picked up the phone,
and dialed that too familar number.
I heard the click of answering,
followed by a sweet 'hello'.
I smiled softly to myself,
as the memories flooded through my mind.
I had lied again only to hear what I needed,
and it worked again.
They don't know and they won't,
except for you and me baby.
I missed your voice and here it is,
twelve hours later and I still miss you.
Your voice is like water,
clear and smooth when running.
But choppy and mirky,
when being rushed.
I miss the touch of your hands,
oh how I wish I could feel them once more.
I miss the sweetness of your kiss,
how they made me feel wanted those days.
If I could have one wish,
I know what it would be.

"If you just realized,
what I just realized.
That we'd be perfect for eachother,
and never find another."

I wish you would just realize,
how much I miss you.