You

I got an apology I never expected. And yet, I still cannot get you to talk to me. It’s so very frustrating. I want to tell you so bad. And I need you so bad. When did it become so hard for me to talk to you? When did I begin to feel like this is a war I am never going to win? I can’t walk away. I’ve tried so many times. You’ve got me roped in and you don’t even realize you’re holding me here. And I’m so angry with you. Just this once, can you hear me? Can you take a moment and truly hear me?
And the worst part of it all. I just want your arms around me. I want you to talk to me, just so I can hear your voice. Maybe I am just being selfish but I want you to be mine. I want to be yours.
♠ ♠ ♠
For someone who may never read this.

xoxo
Alexandrea