Color Our Love
Dear Mister,
Unpredictable,
Also my sweet teddy bear,
You've given me the things i've always wanted,
Yet you remain unresponsive at my words,
I feel like i'm pushing a button and all you can say is "I love you",
My mind put in thought,
Smile pointing south,
Ears listening to mess coming out your mouth,
Eyes looking at the charm,
I am hurt,
I am expected to hold back,
Be fake,
Show a smile,
It's cracking,
Together we were like silver and gold but you started to drift to bronze and I became platinum,
It always took two to tango,
But you decided to waltz into someone else's life,
Leaving me solo in our duet,
There were days where I tried to talk to you but you are like Google,
I tried to search you for an answer but your results gave me everything except for what I am looking for,
You were like a model and I was your runway,
You constantly walked over me and showed the public a charm,
Making me look like a decoy,
But I still never gave up on us,
One day I wrote our love down with a red pen in an orange notebook in a yellow taxi cab driving me to your green eyes because I was living in one shade of blue,
But I never realized indigo because violet took you away from me but yet I never wanted to be a rainbow,
But you created that arch in the sky after my thunderstorms went away,
I realized I am made of colors,
Well color me lonely because I feel like I'm in this relationship by myself,
Color me black,
For the nights you took my rights,
Color me white,
For the plain, bland look you give me,
Grey,
For the dull personality,
You colored me black and blue,
I bled maroon,
Color me transparent because you can see through me,
Well color yourself me,
Color me you,
Color our love nothing,
Because that is what this relationship means to you,
Nothing is what you said,
Nothing is what you did,
Nothing is what you shown me when I said I would leave,
Nothing,
All hail the magic conch,
The shell has spoken,
But you haven't,
Color me crazy for ever wanting to feel loved,
Color me desperate for wanting those feelings,
Now my rainbow is emotionally disturbed,
Well color me red because of my rage,
Color me orange for my optimism,
Don't color me yellow because you are not giving the sunshine that you promised me,
But color me green for my envy,
Color me blue for my depression,
Color me indigo for my persistence and my honesty,
Color me violet for my false imagination because I thought we would last,
but it's obvious that this is not working,
Color us clear because it's clear that we are not compatible,
Color me useless,
Because you make me feel so stupid,
Matter fact,
Color yourself stupid,
Because you are missing out on something special,
Color yourself idiotic,
For treating me like you did,
Color me forgiving,
Every time I took you back and you messed up once again,
You took my innocence the guilty way,
Color yourself sorry,
'Cause that's what you will feel when someone else shows me the affection I desire,
I am done blaming our love on myself when in reality,
You don't even care,
Time after time,
Telling you my feelings,
Just for you not to listen,
A piece of bread would be a better listener,
Stop trying to open a new chapter in your life before closing a new one because someone will catch you, act like English class and quiz you,
Color yourself ungrateful,
You are happy and you still complain,
Get over yourself,
Stop playing victim,
Play responsible,
Or don't participate at all,
I am annoyed seeing a charm that isn't so lucky,
You are not magically delicious,
Your hourglass marshmallow made me seem like a rainbow,
But give me your tasty red balloon,
Let me float away from your drama,
So Cinderella,
Find your own glass slipper,
Because Prince Charming ain't havin' that,
Color our love empty,
Because without color,
There is no meaning,
No love,
No relationship,
No us,
And without us,
Color me gone,
I have embroidered this skin around my bones,
I am no longer hurt,
Smile is pointing north,
Ears denying lies,
Eyes looking at a fool,
I am strong,
You,
Just remember this,
The value of you to yourself has been determined to almost nothing,
So thank you for treating me like your trash,
I am just another man's treasure.
Stay True,
Yours Truly.
Unpredictable,
Also my sweet teddy bear,
You've given me the things i've always wanted,
Yet you remain unresponsive at my words,
I feel like i'm pushing a button and all you can say is "I love you",
My mind put in thought,
Smile pointing south,
Ears listening to mess coming out your mouth,
Eyes looking at the charm,
I am hurt,
I am expected to hold back,
Be fake,
Show a smile,
It's cracking,
Together we were like silver and gold but you started to drift to bronze and I became platinum,
It always took two to tango,
But you decided to waltz into someone else's life,
Leaving me solo in our duet,
There were days where I tried to talk to you but you are like Google,
I tried to search you for an answer but your results gave me everything except for what I am looking for,
You were like a model and I was your runway,
You constantly walked over me and showed the public a charm,
Making me look like a decoy,
But I still never gave up on us,
One day I wrote our love down with a red pen in an orange notebook in a yellow taxi cab driving me to your green eyes because I was living in one shade of blue,
But I never realized indigo because violet took you away from me but yet I never wanted to be a rainbow,
But you created that arch in the sky after my thunderstorms went away,
I realized I am made of colors,
Well color me lonely because I feel like I'm in this relationship by myself,
Color me black,
For the nights you took my rights,
Color me white,
For the plain, bland look you give me,
Grey,
For the dull personality,
You colored me black and blue,
I bled maroon,
Color me transparent because you can see through me,
Well color yourself me,
Color me you,
Color our love nothing,
Because that is what this relationship means to you,
Nothing is what you said,
Nothing is what you did,
Nothing is what you shown me when I said I would leave,
Nothing,
All hail the magic conch,
The shell has spoken,
But you haven't,
Color me crazy for ever wanting to feel loved,
Color me desperate for wanting those feelings,
Now my rainbow is emotionally disturbed,
Well color me red because of my rage,
Color me orange for my optimism,
Don't color me yellow because you are not giving the sunshine that you promised me,
But color me green for my envy,
Color me blue for my depression,
Color me indigo for my persistence and my honesty,
Color me violet for my false imagination because I thought we would last,
but it's obvious that this is not working,
Color us clear because it's clear that we are not compatible,
Color me useless,
Because you make me feel so stupid,
Matter fact,
Color yourself stupid,
Because you are missing out on something special,
Color yourself idiotic,
For treating me like you did,
Color me forgiving,
Every time I took you back and you messed up once again,
You took my innocence the guilty way,
Color yourself sorry,
'Cause that's what you will feel when someone else shows me the affection I desire,
I am done blaming our love on myself when in reality,
You don't even care,
Time after time,
Telling you my feelings,
Just for you not to listen,
A piece of bread would be a better listener,
Stop trying to open a new chapter in your life before closing a new one because someone will catch you, act like English class and quiz you,
Color yourself ungrateful,
You are happy and you still complain,
Get over yourself,
Stop playing victim,
Play responsible,
Or don't participate at all,
I am annoyed seeing a charm that isn't so lucky,
You are not magically delicious,
Your hourglass marshmallow made me seem like a rainbow,
But give me your tasty red balloon,
Let me float away from your drama,
So Cinderella,
Find your own glass slipper,
Because Prince Charming ain't havin' that,
Color our love empty,
Because without color,
There is no meaning,
No love,
No relationship,
No us,
And without us,
Color me gone,
I have embroidered this skin around my bones,
I am no longer hurt,
Smile is pointing north,
Ears denying lies,
Eyes looking at a fool,
I am strong,
You,
Just remember this,
The value of you to yourself has been determined to almost nothing,
So thank you for treating me like your trash,
I am just another man's treasure.
Stay True,
Yours Truly.