Understanding My Love

As i sit in the darkness looking up at the stars wondering if what im feeling thinking wondering about will ever be clear to you. Wondering will you ever understand anything thats going on with my heart and soul and mind. The feeling of every emotion and everything any human or no human can feel i feel towards you
The feeling of dying i felt that way when we broke up. Its the blood that stops and your holding onto your chest wishing it would stop and your rolling on the floor trying to stop it. Being loved like no other in ways i cant explain. We been through hell and back. Kisses always make me stop and smile its like when i look into your eyes when we arent close its like your reading my soul. The way you dance takes me to a different world. You opened up my soul and showed me different ways of life. But i know i can never be your forever or good enough. The touch makes me tingle and gives me the chills. Hope you understand ill be under the stars in the darkness hoping for the best. Forever and always