I Don't Even Know

"Never Ignore someone who loves you and cares about, cause one day you'll realize you lost the moon while counting stars"

Some days it feels as if all i ever want is everything I can never achieve
I look at my friends with their lives put togather,
their luxury cars and their loving spouse.
I cant help but envy it all, filling myself up with grieve

I'm not one who ask for much, I learn to be happy with what I get
I spend my days being thank you for I have everything i need
but truth is, i want more,
I want my life fun-filled, guilty pleasures without regret.

My partner and I look past our short comings; to tollerate each other is our way
But I don't want to ignore when he misses 3 calls
I want love when he sees whom its from
not time wasted, days passing away.

I cant help but wonder is it just me?
he picked me so should I be
happy
I don't know if i can be contained when I just want to be.

so to sum it up this is how life goes,
you comprise with what you get
and maybe just maybe it becomes what you want
you start of pretending everything is alright and that is how you're dissapointment grows.