Why Not Just Leave

Laying in bed trying to catch my breath,
After everything you said whats really left?
You leave me alone and broken,
with nothing but tears to surround me.
You said so much i wish i could forget.
every effort is like a pointless push.
Each night when i close my eyes,
I wondering why i even try.
I give you love you give me lies.
I give you trust and I get the emty bed.
You left me for them, and returned all brand new.
Once an amazing guy.
Now nothing more, than a douchey military man.