I'm Tired

I'm tired of believing
Of dreaming
And desiring

I'm tired of hoping
Of wishing
And praying

I'm tired of fighting
Of defending
And protecting

I'm tired of the pain
Of hurting
And cutting

I'm tired of the comparisons

I'm tired of the words

I'm tired of the decisions

I'm tired...

You win.

You get your perfect daughter

And I'll leave you to it.

I'm tired of wanting you to love me...