I Am Not a Poet

I am not a poet as you might believe,
I am just a major catastrophe.
16 years old,
waiting for that pot of gold.
Seen a lot of blood.
felt a lot pain.
and all I did was just pouring rain.
sometimes I want to crawl out of my skin.
for people I have lost not for a sin.
All I write is about death and rights.
leaving my readers holding my rage bites.
What I dealt through made me diminished.
but I am still unfinished..