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I wove your name
Into my lungs
So that you would be with me
With every breath

I poisoned my veins
With hope and admiration
And selfishness of desire

This is not beautiful
It is raw
And fresh
On my untainted body

Nothing appears
Yet everything is there
And untouched

Misguided and hopeful
I will wait for you
In my lungs
And in my veins
But my heart
Is still mine
Please leave my head alone
My thoughts are mine, you greedy boy.
Isn’t my body enough?