Better

Maybe this is all my fault
And, really, I'm to blame
I seem to always be the winner
Of this losing game

Forgive me, for I do mean well
I'm just new at this
And will try and quiet the thoughts I have
That you do not want to exist

From now on, I'll be better
And much more like what you say
The last time I will ever be me
I promise, will be today

I know that you mean well
And just want what's best for us
And that these hardships we are going through
Are just a part of love

So I'll be the best girl that I can be
"I can see forever!" I'll say
And I'll dismiss the voices in my head
That keep telling me to run away