I'm Doing It Again

I'm staring at this wall again
Waiting for it to begin
Let the memories flow in
My thoughts will never end

I'm destroying myself
It taunts me from the shelf
My own form of help
You're doing it to yourself

My mind's under attack
It's pushing me back
To when everything was black
I grab the old care pack

No, don't give in
Don't let the dark side win
You can make it end
But I'm doing it again