Such a Waste of Space

I'm so lost , this waste of space and abhorrent person I saw in the mirror I'd stare and see this beast.

I'd hear the kind words other said but they always fell on deaf ears I'd block out an lie that made me feel.

This numbness which had taken a hold of my body that tore all feeling away.

Fear had over taken a once courageous person , doubt filled the once confident shell.