Vices

Manipulation is your vice,
A girl so innocent...
Why did I have to pay the price?
Behind a pretty smile, what could be hidden is just too much..
If only I hadn't fallen into your web, fallen victim in your clutch.
Your binds, too literal,
All along I should have followed my visceral.
You were too thirsty to see,
That self loathing is killing me,
But you're too blind to look past your ecstasy.
A proposal came and went,
But how could I say yes,
When you're the one who stole my virginity without my consent?
Your vice destroyed me,
I lost myself in your eyes, bluer than the sea.
This charade, your love.. it was all a rue.
Even though your love ran black through my veins.. my vice was still you.
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Haven't written in a while.. not my best work but oh well.