Weak
I used to stare at the sky.
And wonder what I was meant for
Instead of wanting to die..
I ponder what i had in store
Now I don't even see the stars anymore
The haze of sobriety too thick
Dull and deadened from internal war
Sincerity could never really stick
I try and I try
To find peace again but why..
I cry and I cry
Used to work just to get high
I don't feel anything anymore..
My heart has sunk to the floor...
My will was set ablaze..
Melting in ash until it's no more..
I have a feeling that I'm growing weaker
We've lost our chemistry, our bond
Like the science without the beaker..
I have no strength left..
To keep pushing onward
I know I'm far from blessed
My innocence was pondered
When can I go home?..
To all the things that I know..
I'm so lonely and low..
Progress with nothing to show..
I have fallen.. So far!!
Can't get back up..
Can't look to the stars..
The devil has won this spar
My soul is wasted
My world is black as tar
And wonder what I was meant for
Instead of wanting to die..
I ponder what i had in store
Now I don't even see the stars anymore
The haze of sobriety too thick
Dull and deadened from internal war
Sincerity could never really stick
I try and I try
To find peace again but why..
I cry and I cry
Used to work just to get high
I don't feel anything anymore..
My heart has sunk to the floor...
My will was set ablaze..
Melting in ash until it's no more..
I have a feeling that I'm growing weaker
We've lost our chemistry, our bond
Like the science without the beaker..
I have no strength left..
To keep pushing onward
I know I'm far from blessed
My innocence was pondered
When can I go home?..
To all the things that I know..
I'm so lonely and low..
Progress with nothing to show..
I have fallen.. So far!!
Can't get back up..
Can't look to the stars..
The devil has won this spar
My soul is wasted
My world is black as tar