Hypothetical Amnesia

Money never was the motive.
It was always the middle man.
The desire is always explosive.
Sometimes I can't remember the plan.
Time makes my ideas become erosive.

Its just "I need money to get what I need."
A thought nothing short of confusion,
And quite a lot of things do mislead,
So my desire just seem like an illusion.

My passion or whatever it is that I truly want is elusive,
And being forgetful is an entity that can be very abusive.
My existence just ends up becoming very inconclusive.

Then I remember what I want,
But I need money to do it.
So I get focused on a job,
And forget what I wanted.
Then remember what it was,
But I need money to do it.