To the One Who Believed in Me Most

To the one who believed in me most:
My life is done and my end so close.
I'm sorry to say you wasted your time,
I'm am disappointment in every way, not worth a dime.

You thought I was happy, so positive
Well, I was not so care free, life too hard to live.
I'm positive of one thing for sure, I wish I was gone
No more pain to endure, no more silent song.

Did you know how I'd been abused?
That maybe somehow I had been used?
I fought for justice for everyone,
But no one noticed that I needed some...

Do you know my first time was with a girl on a darkened bus?
And that that night I cried because I hadn't wanted it, not once!
She took from me all she shouldn't have
But no one could see beyond forced pained laugh.

So no, dear teacher I cannot stay
I am beyond reach here, so I go without delay.