Better Off Dead

Looking into your eyes
As you lower your gaze
Hiding your face
Before the tears start to fall

Without saying anything
I know whats coming
My heart begins to break
As I start to feel hollow inside

Trying to be strong
lessening the pain for you
As i tell you its alright
Even if I know its a lie inside

I didn't mean to put you through this
Didn't mean the pain I caused you
Trying so hard to hold onto you
As you slowly slip out of my grasp

And run away

My love ,My life , My angel
what have i done to you
You've always deserved so much better
Then the trash i was

I'm sorry i couldn't make you
Feel complete
I'm sorry i couldn't be
What you needed

I have loved you for many years
That will never change
I'll take that to my grave
But I was never good enough
I feel like I'll never be happy again
Maybe I"m just better off dead