Jealousy

When I pictured love, I pictured you and me
growing old seeing everything there is to see
but now as I can see, i can't believe this jealousy has come between
the girl that i love, and the time's that we shared

I guess it's me who's a monster, unstable, and scared
i wish there was away I couldn't care
you're so beautiful, I couldn't stand to share
with the world that is dying and growing corrupt
I wish that I could just be more than enough

I'm a jealous person
it's okay i can be fine alone
i may not be happy
but I've made this far on my own

and if i grow old with no one to love
i'd have nothing to lose
and that's just more than enough
to carry on living and just enjoying the days
than to give it all away again
to feel that same way again....

Whatever happened to picnics on the beach
since when did attention become,
more important than me

so take a shot,
just to feel, nothing at all
and when you fall
you've got nothing left to lose,
just remembering, memories of you

and it hurts more than death,
i've got nothing left to give,
you say you love me
but i can't believe in it

so at least i got myself and songs to sing along too
i can't even say that I really did love you.....

I'm a jealous person
it's okay i can be fine alone
i may not be happy
but I've made this far on my own