Sins by Omission
How can you pick words when it's all in quotations?
I'm lost and buried under my own damnations,
Fuck our free world!
A thousand minds make not a nation.
I'm neurotic, not a single normal emotion.
I need these voices because they help me get through the days.
It's not white noise blocking the way out of this maze!
Electro shock therapy is causing some new convulsions
But, it's not changing my convictions nor my crazy compulsions!
Conversations with my two best friends is drawing attention,
I think my shrink said they're from the 6th dimension!
It's so confusing when they say my mood swings are amusing.
They say I'm very delusional
But, being alone has just left me emotional.
And I'm sorry if I'm very neurotic, shitty, and melodramatic,
my imagination is all that's working and even that is static!
The pills are making me catatonic.
But, the voices are still blasting through my mind, super sonic,
And this new age is more machine than man, electronic!
Can't build a world on ash,
ADHD meds causing us to crash.
Drugged kids with no reasons to live?
Jobs come alive as dreams die,
A world so gray being color blind doesn't matter.
The future is growing sadder and sadder...
If it gets any bleaker I won't be here!
But until then I should be all clear.
Lets sit down and I'll bitch loudly so you can hear!
I care about every single fucker out there.
But, the love will never come back.
Not as long as I sit in my loneliness box!
Time sure don't matter but, I really wish I could reset the clocks!
Go back and restart everything even the affair,
It's worth it because your there!
Every date is an insult to my Id
He's full of himself and his name is Damian
But, who knows maybe it's cuz I don't wanna kid
I broke our noise because I hate that stallion,
self centered Id peace of shit
Self abuse is all that keeps him in check
Black eye, cut arms, drinking, drugs, and a broken neck
My shrink saw me and said what the heck
He's been nice but I'm a lost cause
Soon to be lost in my head and locked away in a cell growing my claws
My friends are enemies and I feel cold and hot all at once
Don't say much to anyone for months
Save me, kill me
It's not real, see?
It just me and we,
I'm split, damaged, broken, and it's not working.
Now I'm all better but go away because my Id is lurking!
He'll split you open, eat you up, because your nothing.
My ego was never born and my super ego believes your everything, They're fighting and it breaks my heart.
My broken soul is fake just like my art!
I'm a fraud and the pills are my temporary mod.
No one's got a clue.
Because, I don't know about me too!
I'm lost and buried under my own damnations,
Fuck our free world!
A thousand minds make not a nation.
I'm neurotic, not a single normal emotion.
I need these voices because they help me get through the days.
It's not white noise blocking the way out of this maze!
Electro shock therapy is causing some new convulsions
But, it's not changing my convictions nor my crazy compulsions!
Conversations with my two best friends is drawing attention,
I think my shrink said they're from the 6th dimension!
It's so confusing when they say my mood swings are amusing.
They say I'm very delusional
But, being alone has just left me emotional.
And I'm sorry if I'm very neurotic, shitty, and melodramatic,
my imagination is all that's working and even that is static!
The pills are making me catatonic.
But, the voices are still blasting through my mind, super sonic,
And this new age is more machine than man, electronic!
Can't build a world on ash,
ADHD meds causing us to crash.
Drugged kids with no reasons to live?
Jobs come alive as dreams die,
A world so gray being color blind doesn't matter.
The future is growing sadder and sadder...
If it gets any bleaker I won't be here!
But until then I should be all clear.
Lets sit down and I'll bitch loudly so you can hear!
I care about every single fucker out there.
But, the love will never come back.
Not as long as I sit in my loneliness box!
Time sure don't matter but, I really wish I could reset the clocks!
Go back and restart everything even the affair,
It's worth it because your there!
Every date is an insult to my Id
He's full of himself and his name is Damian
But, who knows maybe it's cuz I don't wanna kid
I broke our noise because I hate that stallion,
self centered Id peace of shit
Self abuse is all that keeps him in check
Black eye, cut arms, drinking, drugs, and a broken neck
My shrink saw me and said what the heck
He's been nice but I'm a lost cause
Soon to be lost in my head and locked away in a cell growing my claws
My friends are enemies and I feel cold and hot all at once
Don't say much to anyone for months
Save me, kill me
It's not real, see?
It just me and we,
I'm split, damaged, broken, and it's not working.
Now I'm all better but go away because my Id is lurking!
He'll split you open, eat you up, because your nothing.
My ego was never born and my super ego believes your everything, They're fighting and it breaks my heart.
My broken soul is fake just like my art!
I'm a fraud and the pills are my temporary mod.
No one's got a clue.
Because, I don't know about me too!