No Longer Dancing

It was sad to part with her
But, for her heart, it was necessary
It was terrifying to almost lose
But, for my body, it was necessary to win
It felt good to let her take over
To let her use me
Heart, body , mind, and soul
To become a tool for her pleasure as well as mine
It was numbing to no longer care
To live in her hell, and dance to her tune
It was easy to give up
Because it was permitted
But, for my will and my mind, I fought on
I stopped dancing.