No Faith

I don't believe in you - I never have.
But right now I need someone to blame.
How could I believe in a so called Benevolent Father
Who lets his children suffer so.
The kicker is you knew this would happen,
Oh Omniscient One,
And you knew exactly how to stop it, in your Omnipotence.
So High and Mighty,
Watching from above as we scramble through the Hell you've created for us.
What must we look like to you while we mourn our losses?
We are nothing, just ants in your sandbox to whom you take a magnifying glass.
Oh, you must love watching us squirm.
Did you have to take her away?
Some say there's a plan for us all but what plan can you have
For a soul so innocent that the world didn't get a chance to dirty it yet?
Who could possibly need it more than her?
Once again a mother has to bury her child without knowing her face,
A second life in the ground before she even took a breath.
Will you take her too now?
Because she can see no point in living with this pain
Now doubled.
When will it end? When you let her do the job she was born to do?
Be the mother she was born to be?
I have never felt anything but hatred for you
Oh Father
Or at least the concept of you.
This is why I cannot believe that you exist,
Because if you do,
You are the most despicable Creator we could conceive of
And I'm glad we're turning our backs on you.