Do I Truly Matter?

More an option than a priority
More a crutch than a prize
More a fall than a rise
More a tool than a cure
More a fool than a genius
More a patch than a solution
More a struggle than a help.
More a problem than a resolution.

Are friends more?
Are video games more?
Are fast food runs more?
Are your wants more?
Are internet connections more?
Are false identities more?
Are false relationships more?
Are others more?

Will I ever have an answer?
Will I ever have confidence?
Will I ever have to confront you?
Will I ever have a stable mental state?
Will I ever have no suspicion?
Will I ever be entirely happy?
Will I ever be comfortable?
Will I ever be able to stop this?

No.