The Endless Hallway
this string of words
these variations of letters
will never be able
to capture
even an inkling of my suffering
because it's all in my mind
and the only way to see it
is if i let you look into my unguarded eyes
it's more than self doubt
more than thinking
that i lie on the bottom of the ocean floor
it's the never ending search
for peace of mind
knowing full well
that if i just turned around
away from this dark path
that i'd find it
but i feel hope in this path
a hope that someday
i'll find something even greater
be it the answers to life itself
or maybe i'll just finally find
the truth
that this path is just a path
there is no hope
it's a false sense of security
because i've walked it so many times
and each time i've come out just fine
this suffering
it's a disease
that you can't see
that you don't want to understand
it's nothing more than a vicious demon
that comforts me close
so it can tear me apart
piece by stitched together piece
these variations of letters
will never be able
to capture
even an inkling of my suffering
because it's all in my mind
and the only way to see it
is if i let you look into my unguarded eyes
it's more than self doubt
more than thinking
that i lie on the bottom of the ocean floor
it's the never ending search
for peace of mind
knowing full well
that if i just turned around
away from this dark path
that i'd find it
but i feel hope in this path
a hope that someday
i'll find something even greater
be it the answers to life itself
or maybe i'll just finally find
the truth
that this path is just a path
there is no hope
it's a false sense of security
because i've walked it so many times
and each time i've come out just fine
this suffering
it's a disease
that you can't see
that you don't want to understand
it's nothing more than a vicious demon
that comforts me close
so it can tear me apart
piece by stitched together piece