Starting at the End

How do you feel - how you feel about me?
How do you feel - what you feel about me?
How do you feel - are you feelin' me?
It's not a hard question is it B?

See for me it's so simple, it's easy
Every cell in my body comes to life
And it seems to please my
cerebral cortex
And I may have more nerve en-dings
Than I thought
Sending a shiver through ever part of my hollow heart - shit
I can't believe what my ears are telling me
The question isn't so easy and maybe the answer isn't plain to see

Calmly wondering if it's real
Or am I mistaking how I feel
Heart is racing like it's finishing a marathon
The finish line fades; thinking what am I on?
Can't seem to feel my feet or my face
Am I hopeful of hopeless?
I can' t help but ache from all the loneliness
Is the fear in me justified?
Or is my soul failing to come alive?

Darling I can hear you in my nightmares
As if you were never apart of my dreams
And I see your name in lights
And your face in the shadows where I hide

I cant let go so easily
I cant let go so easily
Maybe its for the best
I lose my mind before it gets the best
Of me