Threw It Away

Sheltered for so long, under your protection.
Raised all by myself, is this my reflection?
Thoughts seep deeper in my mind.
It's never light that I find.
Nothing exists, without the rage.
Been lost for so long.
Concealed and locked in a cage.
Will I ever find a place I belong.

This hurt is to real, we threw it away.
The silence becomes to loud, we threw it away.
If I had to choose between you and myself, I'd throw myself away.
I've always been ready to lose, its a gift to throw it all away.

Essence burns like an eternity, chained against free will.
Patience is a virtue, we want and want until.
We get what we want, and lose the desire.
I've seen love burn away in a whisper of a fire.
Arguments deplete us, walking away deletes us.
When you become trapped in your self hatred.
Call my name, I'd give the world away just to hold you one day.